This year I fell victim to the vicious cycle of self doubt.  I believed I could be successful in my endeavors, but when I started to fail I started to doubt and that reduced my chances of success because it’s hard to fight both the obstacles you face on your journey to success and your inner demons at the same time.  Because my chance of success went down, the failures added up and my doubt grew stronger, causing more failure and resulting in self doubt.

This was because this year I set grand goals, goals that were bigger than any other goals I’ve ever set in my life, so of course it would make sense that success would not be knocking on my door anytime soon.  I was in for the long haul, and I was only just beginning.  So when I didn’t succeed in my long term goal I wasn’t surprised: that was to be expected.  However I fell into the trap that most people make when they set grand goals: They don’t break it up into smaller ones.

Because I only had the one goal that was to be achieved years from now, I had no short term goals that I could achieve for gratification, satisfaction, adrenaline to keep me going.  The over-investment in the long term resulted in boredom and depression in the short term, and with depression came the doubt: “no results yet huh? Must not be working, should probably give up.”

Luckily for me I had systems in place to keep me working which meant that I continued to make progress even though I felt like quitting…and now at the end of the year I can say that I have certainly made progress because while it was difficult to see any gains or improvements or short term advances at the day or week or month level, at the year level it is clear what progress has been made.

There are many tricks to conquering self doubt. Before I dive into them I just want to take a moment to explain why you should not give into them.  An important one is that like most things in life: YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Other people feel self doubt too.  In fact, some of the most successful people out there have felt self doubt.  For example, Jerry Seinfeld, who became a billionaire from being an exceptional comedian, and Jimmy Fallon, host of the Tonight Show, a job that is an extremely high award for a comedian in the USA, both admitted that even after achieving decades of success, they still occasionally feel self doubt before performing (*From an episode of Comedians in Cars Getting Coffee).  They doubt whether they will succeed, they question their life decision to even try, they question whether they even have the potential to succeed.  But then they go do it anyway, and when they are in the middle of the doing, they realize they can do it.

What this goes to show is that whether you are just beginning and have no history of success, or whether you are at the peak of your career and have a history of success and momentum carrying you: self doubt will always be there, until you take the dive and do it.  So a solution to self doubt is to just dive in and just go do it.  Do it and keep doing it and by gaining experience improve incrementally over time so that with enough time and increments, major improvements are made and you can focus on enjoying what you’re doing or looking back and enjoying your accomplishments instead of getting trapped in the purgatory of indecision.

Next year, my goal is to stay positive and focus on having fun, being happy, and drawing on my incremental success from 2014 to give me the self confidence to face the challenges of 2015 and the conviction to pursue what I want and not change goals because I will believe I can achieve what I originally set out to do.

Misc: An alternative source of self doubt is a weak sense of identity. See Who Am I? and Getting Out of Depression if so.

* See http://comediansincarsgettingcoffee.com/jimmy-fallon-the-unsinkable-legend-part-2

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